OKAY!!!! So guess who just had like half thier Jrock pictures disapear off the face of the earth. I open my Nightmare picture folder and I am like... la dee da...then.... WHAT THE BLOODY FUCKING HELL! O_O..   Gone... just GONE... like... you know how when you have a folder and you can set it so show what is in the folder, so it will display like 4 pictures. Soooo my ni~ya folder shows pictures... at least 4... but when I OPEN the file.. there are 2 in there... TWO FUCKING PICTURES WHEN THERE WAS LIKE TWOHUNDRED! *panics*  WHERE DID THEY GO?   They arent in the recyclebin... so they weren't deleted unless they were deleted out of there too. And I have my folder settings as showing all hidden folders and files. Sooo.. where the fuck did they go? Like if someone went into my computer and deleted files... why would they not delete all of them? Most of my Yomi pictures are missing and my Sakito, some Hitsugi, all my Jrock Crossover and Misc Jrock folders, Miyavi is still good... Gazette and A9 as well. but Nightmare got hit the worst. BUT WHY? AND WHERE DID THEY GO?!?!?!?!?!    It took me like a year to build my hoards of goodness and now its just all GONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNE

*sobs*


I am just... gonna go cry now.

Hmmm have I ever mentioned I hate blogging? But I am going to do it anyway... because I haven't posted in this journal in months and months. Also I am currently really, really bored at work. The real question is.... what do I say?

Oh, I have decided to do nanowrimo this year. I just need to find the inspiration for a story, and finish the one I am currently working on. I won't post anymore more on that here though since all my writing is on my writing lj account which is tingedwords. So you can go skip on over there if you have some odd desire to read my writings.

Other then that my life is boring.... I do Hap Ki Do 4 days a week after work plus a woman's self defense class on tuesdays. The good news is all my insane practicing paid off since I skipped a belt which means I saved myself about $75 dollars in the long run (testing fees are so expensive and only get worse! Black belt fees are like $500... ewwwww)

This is really feeling insanely boring. So I will stop. Ugh.

For the end I leave you a scene from Red vs. Blue

Simmons: [responding to Donut's time travel theory] Donut, that's not how time travel works. We don't leave copies of ourselves behind! And even if we did, they'd all be eight hundred years old! They'd all be DEAD by now.

Donut: Speak for yourself! I could live to be eight hundred. I'm on this AWESOME diet!

Sarge: Still doing that high-fat, low-fiber liquid diet where you drink nothing but bacon grease?

Donut: Nah, that was just a fad.

Sarge: What's the new one?

Donut: I only eat foods that begin with vowels!

Simmons: That's sounds really hard! What did you have for breakfast?

Donut: Eggs and Oreos! And for lunch I'm having asparagus... and Oreos!

Grif: Holy crap! I've been on that diet for years! I had no IDEA I was so healthy! I even cut out all the eggs! And I don't even KNOW what asparagus is.

<3 Red Vs. Blue makes life so much sweeter (or more ridiculous but that is beside the point)

Hmmm... so I am bored and whaddya know, decided I should write a blog about my Hap Ki Do Retreat Extravaganza! (I am still trying to figure out why I paid good money to get up at 6am everyday of my long weekend to get bruised and abused... but no matter)

The retreat began on Satuday, we left early morning, arrived at the cabin in the mountains at approx. 12pm. .. here is the schedule for the rest of the weekend...

Well... so my life is pretty boring... its not like anything zomg! happens in it on a day to day basis, so the idea of keeping a blog seems rather futile to be....

But since you know, I HAVE a livejournal account..... I figure I should actually write in it. 

And so I shall share the short 'story' (okay we will call it a crackfic) that a friend and I mused over for a good number of days after the new Neo Genesis pictures of Ruki came out and our conclusion. 
                                                                                                                                      

It all began with an Alien Invasion and the desire to create the perfect piece of art man.  After searching high and low for what seemed an endless eternity (because of course if it is eternity it is endless, but that is beside the point entirely and it only SEEMED that long, for if it was we would not have this story now would we?) the spaceship obiting earth decided upon two subjects for their experiment. Enter Ruki of the GazettE and Hitsugi of Nightmare. Seem like an odd choice? Well as Ruki is the aggressive moody type while Hitsugi is sweet and shy (looks of course being deceiving as in most cases) and both are simply gorgeous and talented it wasn't a hard decision after all.  (And yes I do realize there are hordes of other gorgeous talented do-able [read: fuckable] jrockers and other men on this lovely earth but the aliens picked those two... so if you have issues take it up with them) 

Taking the unsuspecting men wasn't an issue, alien abductions normally happen in your sleep right?! Well these followed script and happened 'as usual' and Hitsugi and Ruki both woke the next morning alone and feeling normal other then oddly sore unmentionable areas with only half remembered flashes of a fantastic night to keep them company.

Several months passed and nothing out of the ordinary happened until the day the new Neo Genesis magazine hit the stands... just weeks after the aliens realized they had made a horrific mistake.   

In thier scientific research they failed in one MAJOR area -  researching the jrockers backgrounds. They saw the innocent Histugi as just that, an innocent, slightly scary looking at times, attractive man. They never bothered to dig deep enough to discover his alter ego - Fullface.   That is, they didnt discover it until their creation was born with a bright orange wig and a devious (even more so then Ruki's natural deviousness) personality. 

Horrified the aliens abandoned their experiment and took off to find another unsuspecting planet to investigate but in their hurried flight they left a certain experiment behind known only as Fitsuki. 

The rest they say is history....

And for your viewing pleasure, a visual diagram of the three personalities behind Fistuki....

 

                                                                                                                                                                                                   

And... someone please shoot me for writing that.... I really, really need it. *brainbreak*  A lot more thought went into this then was necessary or even exusable. Well in the musing at least, the writing part was rather quick in the making (obviously).   

I think I am going to go listen to more Meevs and attempt to find some energy for my martial arts class tonight... then after I am finished abusing my body try going to sleep in order to get up at an ungodly time to take the bus for an hour to get to work....  

And yes, thats it for my very first post. Hurrah!

- 

Suzy